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Itz Me..

fullname is EFFIZA EFFENDY LIANG..kn0wN aS P.I.J.O.T...
dErs nOthing sPeciAL bOut mE..mE juZ mE..noe wat..I forget about my self sometimes when there’s so many others around..and...Never explain Urself...SumoNe who LoVe U don't need it.. N Ur enemies won't believe it..
I dont wish EVERYTHING frOm EVERYONE...
but...
I want to be SOMETHING to SOMEONE...
I don’t really expect any more of others than you do of yourself...I juz believe in myself...I know i can do all the things by myself...Relationship is not only love each other...but also respect each other..I need someone that really loves me more than everything...Who love me for who i am...And dont see me bcoz of u want to judge me from my past...
** mE GOOD IN BAD..**

erMm...i really hate when sum of ppl talkin shyt bout ME..but sum tym,i like it cz them make me FAMOUS..ahakZ..~ daA..~ i am wut i am from da BEGINNING to da END..I know just who I be, I know just what I need..Don't need no sympathy, I just wanna live my life.. Cause life is so beautiful in my eyes.. I'm gonna live the way I live.. Enjoy my life, live positive And help someone who ask It's time well spend .. 'Cause that's the way that I am.. just b my fren,n u will noe how da way i am.. dun judge me b4 u get to noe me..

Friday, July 15, 2011

Pasal AKu.. Tentang Aku..About Me..

Salam... 1st Of All.. Tok la aku... My Name Is EFFIZA BINTI EFFENDY LIANG.. but.. suma nunggah aku PIJOT.. sum of my fren ada nunggah aku EFFI.. nama ala2 jak ya.. hehhe.. tp nama PIJOT ya nama glamour aku la...hehehhe.. tahun 2011 tok aku dah 23 tahun.. n 2012 lak aku 24 tahun.. then 25 tahun lak ku kawennn....hahahahahah...INSYAALLAH mun jodoh aku..... well... ku nak mdh sal dirik aku tok.. ok.. aku lahir pd tareh 6.3.1988.. tahun naga oo..iihhi.. n dilahirkn d Klinik Shell Lutong Miri Sarawak......ermm... k la.. aku xtauk mok mdh nok ne 1 tok.. aku suka kaler GREEN+BLACK+WHITE+BLUE+..ee... mcm2 laaa.... hee..~ aku suka polah apa  ku mok polah...aku sik duli apa org nak mdh sal aku...jgn kterlaluan jakk... jgn smpei...jgn... mun ku dh warning "JANGAN", so jgn laaa...! uuhu... ermm.. aku x pndei la nak mdh gne sal prangei aku kowh... kebykkan org suka pdh prangei aku "PELEK" ..... hahhahha... xtauk la... ermm.. tp aku ngakuk aku gaok..nakal... aku hepi go craziieee.... aku friendly... au byk kwn dgn lelaki... no more than a fren la... tp yg bodo kan..if ku rapat or kuar ngn 1 guy, laluuuuu  la mulut org nok kepo2 ya bukak channel nya ya.. krepeot tepoott...!! uhuhu.. tolong la... masing2 ada hidup drik empun nak, so...?? allalla... ok..
dlm hidup aku.. aku byk polah masalah lam keluarga aku.. lebih gik ngn daddy n mami...aku tauk, sedar apa salah ku dh polah kali tok tek....sori daddy...mami.... sedih pilu hati bila ngenangkn apa aku dh polahh... tlalu ku kecewakn daddy n mami... aku coba elakkn hal ya blaku gik.. aku xkan balit n ulang hal ya skali gik... Ya Allah Ya Tuhan... Jauhkanlah aku dari perkara dkya gik... Ku harapkan kali tok ku dapat jumpa seseorang yang akn jadi milik aku hingga ke jinjang pelamin...ku x mntak harta benda.. aku cuma inginkan lelaki yang syg n cinta aku seadanya.. yang penting, trimak dgn ikhlas apa yg dh blaku kat aku... lebih gk *memori hitamku..* aku tauk, xda laki dgn ikhlas nok dpt trimak aku lepas apa yg blaku kat aku...uhuhu....yg aku tauk.. "jgn letakkn harapan kat seseorang yg kita cinta n sayang smpei kita bna2 pastikn hatinya......" kann..???  >> yo... esok2 kita sambung k.. aku mok mandik n makan.. then ZzzZZZzz... or kuaarrr... :)
aa... aku dtg gik... eheh.. mlm tek xpat nk smbung,,,ada meeting..ahaha.... apa2 jak la... ok..now ku sambung gik..
ermm..... aku mntak maaf byk2 la mun ada sapa2 nok bencik or bdendam ngn aku.... n.. aku x kisah punn.. biasalah hidup tok.. ada bencik, dengki, apa la.. jaik nok byk dr bait.. humm.. tp, bencik ne pun ngn org ya, jgn la ngaco idup nya....lalalal... kan..?? n.. point ku nk mdh sebenarnya.. aku tauk la aku ada polah salah besar, n hal ya tlalu jaik n trok.. then..?? sapa tokrng nk menilai dosa aku..??salah aku...?? back off ok..pk bna2 lok tokrng sapa.. mun still nk cakin2 juak, nang x normal la tokrng ya... ahah! 
i try 2 be good... yes... i try.. owez try.. but we are human being...xpat lari dr polah salah... kan..
I cant be good like a angel but oso im not too bad like a devil...Lepas Kes ya.. aku tauk tokrng anggap aku tlalu trok n ada antara KAWAN dh xmok KAWAN.. watever.. aku x paksa sapa2 utk kwn aku mun sikmok..
For me..juz take it simple ok.. mok kwn aku, trimak aku seadanya.. kwn dgn ikhlas..bukn KAWAN ANGIN jakk... 
n tok utk pengetahuan semua nok blebih2 mulut cam *tut* ya.. aku friendly dgn suma x kira laki ka ompuan SEBAGAI KAWAN.. gne cara aku berkawan, ya ikut aku.. aku kwn dgn sapa2 jak nok mok berkawan tp biar senonoh kit la..jgn kdak *AYAM PANGGANG*...! huh~ n jgn sebab kes aku dah polah ya tokrng ambik kesempatan utk pengumpatan sal aku.. skati tokrng nk JUDGE aku.. hee..~ x payah utk tokrng ingatkn aku.. aku sedar dooo...!!
now.. aku idup ikut cara aku.. gne pun aku mok.. sosial life ka, simple life ka, like a damn life ka, watever it is.. ITS MY OWN LIFE...NOT YOURS.. got it..?? 
dah2... i mok mandik n selipppp aggikkkk......i pun laparrrr nak mkn lokz..
Life isn't fair, but it's still good...
Life is not a race..BUT.. A journey to be savored every step of the way... rite..?? 
Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart....
Cling to them as you would your life...For without them life is meaningless...
When in doubt, just take the next small step...Life is too short to waste time hating anyone... kaannn...??? bna sik...?? sik guna bah... apa nok d dpt...??nak..?
Sik perlu la mok menang ngn stiap argument ya.. Just agree to disagree... uhuhuh...
Then....
Don't let life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future...
By living your life 1 day at a time,..you live up all the days of your life...
Just Make PEACE with your past..so......it won't screw up the present.....
Don't give up when you still have something left to give...
Nothing is really over . . . till the moment you stop trying...!! believe me..(hahhaha...)
And Also.. Believe in miracles....
 Don't audit life....Show up and make the most of it now...!!!
Time heals almost everything....Give time time time....!!
Life isn't tied with a bow...but it's still a gift.... OKEH..??
However good or bad a situation is.....it will change.
.. (tok aku susah mok pdh... ya juz kata semangat utk drik aku.. its up to you...)
And for me..*PijOt*.. utk aku..bagi aku... NO matter how i feel..what i feel.. a sadness, unhepiee...wat ever it is.. i just GET UP..DRESS UP.. anddd..... SHOW UP.....hehehe.... dont forget to bring a "smile" on Your Face.. 
Always SMILE till you Cant...(haha) and laugh as mush as you can....hehehe....